Livin lyke an ill lil hipo syyyke...

Ive been having the same dream and i think i finally know what it means

Yesterday was prolly the craziest day i have had in a while and idk… its seems that things are starting to get better but idk… maybe its just time to [jackoff] (per dantae seward) but anyways… it was good seeing friends that i havent seen in a while and just being able to hangout and play video games for the first time in ages felt good…

I think there just comes a time in all our lives where we have to decide our battles and who we choose to fight and why and for what cause… but maybe sometimes the choice we need to make is to not fight… to just sit in the background and just let things happen… but it seems like thats what i have been doing all my life and now i just have to keep doing it over again but you know what thats ok… lifes good. friends are still there for you and parents are still a pain in the ass, what more can i ask for?

I guess what im saying is that i am totally content w whatever happens in life no matter what… even if it means im not completely happy…

Happiness is such a relative term… it doesnt matter what happens you can always be happy… you just need to find ur optimistic side no matter how pessimistic you are…. so basically “im pretty optimistic for a pessimist”

well i think thats all i have for now…

Keep killinit…

I swear this time I mean it….

My lil remix of Just a Dream…

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

Verse 1
It used to be hard to see me without you
Like looking at the sunny sky without seeing blue
But now the clouds have gathered around here
All this calamity will only start stir our fear
Now all i see is all this hurt and sorrow
Wishing you could see a better tomorrow
You left me and didnt take the memories
And nothing took away any of this pain with ease
The only thing they say can heal is time
Then why after a year your still in all my rhymes
I wish that things werent really what they seem
I wish that all of this was just nothing but a stupid dream

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

Verse 2
I cant imagine whats on your mind now
I can only tell you whats goin in my life how
I met this girl who i really enjoy talkin to
Who can take my mind off of everything including you
But dont take it the wrong way im over you
And i know after the first week you were too
I know because of how you just went to him
A dude that said he was really my best friend
And now its hard for me to trust others
I push them away even tho theyre my brothers
But i wont let that stop the way i bring
Hope and happiness to people even in this dream

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they’re gone and you wish you could give them everything.
I said, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they’re gone and you wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

new rap verse for alicia keys unthinkable

its obvious he’s not the one for you
but it still seems he’s someone you don’t wanna lose
im not here to tell you what you need to do
I just wanna be the one thats always there for you
to take your hand, squeeze it and hold it tight
keep you close snuggled and warm at night
but it seems that he’s always on your mind
no matter where we are what we do everytime
it kills me whenever i see your hurt
how he just threw your emotions in the dirt
i wanna pick em up
i wanna brush it off
and show you nothing more than all of the hope and love
that you cant even find no where else
even if you look deep inside yourself
because my love is more inconceivable
baby its the truth
its unforgettable

The meaning of caring

It seems that there are points in time when we as young adult come to the point where we have to decide what does it truly mean to care about someone…. So when we come to that point what are the thots that we have? Are there harder decisions to make down the road? What does it mean to truly care? Does my happiness really matter?

When it comes down to it i think tho those questions may be important at certain times in our lives, they really dont matter…. As long as you really truly care for someone… you think of yourself last and hope the other person can realize that…

You hope you pray you wish you laugh you love… tho all those “you”s may sound selfish the words that preceed are always directed to someone else… you forget everything around you.. you only know what is next to you… you only want to protect that which you have now… but what happens when you lose it? what happens if its no longer there???

I think that i have come to the conclusion that it still doesnt matter… if you truly care all you want is for that person to be happy… under any circumstance… with or without you in the picture…

so just keep hoping praying wishing laughing and loving…

do it in the true sense….

kill it

“Time is free, but it’s priceless. You can’t own it, but you can use it. You can’t keep it, but you can spend it. Once you’ve lost it you can never get it back.”

so tru

(via saveaplaceformeinyourheart-deac)

Another day…

Morning…

Today take a moment to think about the ppl who mean the world to u… One thing I realized is that sometimes the ppl u care about aren’t the ppl who feel the same about u… Say thank u to the ones who actually care… But u all know I care about u guys! Have a great day… Kill it :D

Sometimes,

lovesickinsight:

I wonder why any of my followers are following me anyways. 

Only a small fraction of them even talk to me or respond to any of my posts :/

Sure, I do reblog a lot, but there are times where I’ll post something relevant, and I’ll get nothing back. :[ 

Not whining or anything, but I’m just curious. Why follow if you aren’t going to keep up with my blog?

Cuz I’m not this like white on riice!!! Hahaha Jk Ur amazing!